I have been blogging for over
half a decade now and I have not found a topic that is close to my heart. But I
could somehow convince my heart to choose another subject and move on. I may
not find what I am looking for or something of that sort but that will not
leave me in disarray. The ordeal, I go by primitive method of determining absolute
guilt or dissatisfaction. A severe or trying experience
In most cases, or by unanimity;
consensus reflects differences in theoretical positions or those rights and
obligations are based on an unstated consensus. A time for letting go. Bring
prudent or excessively concerned sometimes leaves you in jittery and edgy. A
place often reserved for girlfriends and parents. We often write them in our
yearbooks
We continue to assume, world
is falling on our shoulders and put ourselves in overstrung positions. A
character often culpable of sheer negligence and over prudence. Having precise
or logical relevance to the matter at hand is always pertinent. Striking
appropriateness and pertinence leaves you evocative verbal images. A resonance
you yonder for years. I call this morbid curiosity
During my interactions with a
friend of mine, I often hear and experience his garbled and distorted ideas. I
somehow get warped to his thoughts. But back when I realise, I know his
thoughts are perverted and lacks general conscious awareness. The only
difference between good and bad sense is practical judgment. Something, not
easily sold or available in market
Someone who is false or overly
optimistic is hard to change. This is erroneous mental representation and illusory
ideas are hard to examine even by naïve observers. Something very conjuring
Some of those conversations
are cabalistic and cryptic. There is a meaning hidden somewhere I perhaps. Something
you fail to comprehend or encompass with your thoughts. Our anticipation often
ends in dread or anxiety. I could never find out the reason. Just hold on. Life
goes on
The regression or the abnormal
state of representation often shows us up as infantile. We are very abysmal you
see! We are unsurmountable. We have stupid intelligence to prove our
half-certified wits and mark them with rarity. What else, we mark them with grandeur
and proclaim its worth
Probably sanity is what
remains in the end. After reading so many authors over the years, I could
somehow relate somewhere to their mental representation of their symbolic
connotation. Few writers stand out for me regardless of their expertise in the
matter. Fiction, motivation and self-help writers always looked less attractive
than ever. It also meant I stayed away from people writing business stories and
their success stories. For once, we do not realise each other’s journey is
different. How can you teach a baby, the nuclear physics?
The world never fell on your
shoulders. Neither will it anytime. Again, time for letting it go. Learn to
believe in. Life goes on
The time elapsed often talks
of the past times. This is cognitive psychology. It connects, emphasises and
deals with internal memory. Something, I relish when I have no work or less
work. I call it scenes from the memory. Every episode is a story of its own
During my formative years, we learn
and perceive what was taught rather than what was correct. Based on our
perceptions, we build reasons to convince ourselves. This is painful than ever.
We thereby deceive ourselves to the highest degree. Who are we here to prove?
Who are we here to convince? What are we here to do? Are we base lining our
reasoning based on analytical inferences? This system of reasoning is often
dealt with inferior thought process
It took me half my life to
understand the difference between education and knowledge. Something, Dr.
Einstein was well versed and subjective. Time after time, we continue to
realise the relative aspect of various instances that have surpassed the bygone
era. The memory of sorrow is often long sighted than the momentary lapse of
reason. Each one of us only wish to hear, speak and feel what looks/ feels good
to us. Thus, we limit our vision, imagination, foresightedness and above all; ambition
Every individual thinks he can
win a coherent argument, aesthetically consistent and expressing oneself in the
most lucid way possible. When opinions goes unyielding, the burrs start to look
obvious. Even the subtle differences become fine distinctions. But remember!
There is nothing right or wrong. Being judgmental is not always faultfinding based
on personal opinions. They can be the result of unprecedented criticism or just
calling attention to faults. It is the way we look at it
There is no perfect conformity
to fact or truth. Most of the decision, opinions, impressions, feelings and notions
are developed based on vague idea of some sort of confidence. An odd and fanciful
idea perhaps
Someone who is devoid of morale
is often discontented with formal change. This quench of inductive behaviour is
often dangerous and farce. It is grotesque and scary at times. We do not know
what to call it. We thereby go
by assumptions
We would have heard the
stories of kings and queens, rulers and dictators, fascists and so on. Have you
ever thought what fascinated you and why? Probably, nothing came closer to grab your
attention. You know why? Nothing ever meant to you as long as it happened to
you. The fact is closer to worse. History is always repeated when you are
condemned to do it, to remember it
Rulers, presidents, dictators,
kings, queens and fascists were made over a period of time. Rome was not built
in a day. There will be ground-breaking rationale behind every occurrence. This
may be true to whose you keep close to your heart as well. Inference or
discrimination are more-or-less the same capacity for rational thought. They
arrive to a same sort of phenomenon
There is nothing called distinguishing
good from evil. If you remember, these are rousing your emotions. A single jolt
to disturb your composure and abrupt your spasmodic movement is enough to
reshuffle your thoughts. This will suffice me to believe we are made of single
line memories. We often/ only take what sounds good to our ears and nothing
beyond. Nothing beyond the astral skies
